I’ll continue.

Depression suffocates the soul, and blinds the mind;

I am who I am, and if no one can accept the fact, they aren’t worth it;

I have tried , and I have tried to make people happy;

I never seem to be good enough, even though my heart keeps trying;

Broken heart and weakened trust, I’ll still continue on my way;

I’ll find that person I can call my wonder wall one day;

For now it’s finding out who I am, and then sharing it with a loved one;

Mistakes are mistakes, tears are tears, first loves are first loves;

It’s all about taking your time, finding that person who takes your breath away;

Even though these past things people have said, they keep running through my head;

It’s time to put up that wall, and move on, live your life to the fullest;

They told me I wouldn’t be able to do it, be here I am, and I’ll continue.

 

Stage Fright

Your about to go on stage, in front of ten million fans, your all feelin’ sick inside;

Hearing the beats roaring, seeing the lights flashing, your head just going crazy;

Your hearts pumping, any second it could be your turn to take the stage, and face your fears;

Even though you have the biggest stage fright, this could be the chance to change your life;

This is more then one chance, it’s an opportunity for a life time of happiness;

So lift your head up high, and run on to the stage without any fears.

Learn From The Past

When things changes, you have to get use to this change, you have to get your mind in the right state;
Believe that everything is going to be okay, don’t let anyone bring you down, smile even though they try to bring you down;
Nothing should matter to you unless it’s your own opinion, your better then anyone else, don’t let anyone make you think different;
There isn’t a point to look into the past, but the only reason to look back at points is to learn about what you did wrong, do right from it.

Dreams Are For Real

Everyone telling me their dreams, and I give them props like they apart of my team;

Respect to all them people following their dreams, going harder and harder everyday to make them come true;

Keep heading up the highest mountain, don’t lose control, just keep your cool;

They ain’t nothing better then true happiness, so keep moving, don’t look back;

You might hit a few obstacles but take your time figure them and move on;

They ain’t nothing like feeling successful and telling everyone you’ve reach your dreams and goals;

Like Tupac said ” Reality is wrong, dreams are for real. ”

 

 

 

It’s Sad To Say

I am living this life, not ever knowing what to do, or where to go;

I keep pushing, and pushing, and then I look down, I’ve just dug a deeper hole;

I stare into my cousins eyes, I stare into my brother eyes, and I just pray to god it ain’t this way for them;

But I am just going to take it little by little, day by day, and see where this life takes me.

 

Everyone seems that I am doing better but deep down, I just don’t know what to say;

I always trying my hardest day by day, but it never seems to get better, it’s like I am going backwards;

Somtime’s I wake up afraid to get out of bed because I don’t want to face this pain all over again;

It’s sad to say this pain is killing me inside, but I don’t know where to turn too.

 

 

My Battle Cry

I don’t get it, these stars refuse to shine, and I know the best fall down somtimes;

But god, don’t you think I am tired of this? Spendin’ my life away on these pillz doctors givin’ me;

I swear I am wishin’ I can turn back the time now, my head is aching and my stomach in pain;

But real talk, I don’t even think they care, they just makin’ money of a kid that don’t know nothin’ about this pain;

Sometimes I think I’ve lost the battle, and I want to end it all, but I guess I need to bite this bullet, but it was inches from my heart;

This pain sends shivers down my body, and no one understand and I sayin’ why why why;

You see my struggling, but I can’t talk it’s just killing me slowly, my life turn its back on me;

And I just can’t take it now, god got these angelz on my shoulders, so I sitting here lookin’ at the sky;

God can’t you meet me half way?

God, can’t you hear my battle Cry?

 

 

Dark Days

These words run through my mind, showing me visions that I just can not make out with these stressed days;

I stay up long hours lookin’ around my dark room, they is no sleeping these days, only darks days;

I just ain’t ready for what’s ahead, I ain’t ready to face all these challenges, when my mind already blowing up;

I can tell yeah, it’s been better these days, but everyday seems to be different, I don’t know what to look for;

I got this girl in my life, she doin’ everything she can, she makes me happy, but when I ain’t with her, it just don’t feel right;

So I miss her day and night, I always tell myself YOU CAN but sometimes my soul is way to weak;

Got this depression wrapping around my spine, and tearing me apart;

So tell me what I should do when these days are dark.

Forever Loved

Momma I know your stressin, but don’t worry, I love you. Daddy don’t you know I miss you?

Stepdad, I love you too. Little Brother, don’t grow up like your big brother.

Granny Anderson and Grampie, I know you’re in a better place but I miss you.

Max and Ronnie, I wish you were still here.

Friends, don’t worry, it’ll be okay.

Old friends don’t you know I miss your faces.

Love, don’t you lose your hope, I’ll be forever lovin’ you.

To myself, don’t you miss yourself?

Family your forever loved.

You hear me

Where is this going, Where is this heading, always so curious, I am;

Always stuck in the past, afraid of what’s ahead, even though I on the streets, riskin’ my dreams;

I ain’t about to back down, but come on, I didn’t know life was suppose to be like this;

I ain’t up for sleeping through this pain, nawh man, no more.

I pushing myself to the limit, it got me stressing out of my mind, this shit just ain’t me;

I know sometimes its suppose to rain, but I can’t sleep through the pain;

I am wasting my life away with pills, come on doc, you better then that;

I ain’t doubtin’ myself, or anyone else;

But I ain’t up for this pain no more, I will catch my moment, and then I be laughin at this crazy struggle;

But I hope that clock don’t break, cause I ain’t ready to go, but sometimes I don’t know what I am livin’ for, you hear me.

Drugs or Life?

This is a shout out to all the people with a druggie in their life;

Maybe you got a brother, mother, father, sister, or a bestfriend into this fiending habit;

They always going on about how good it makes them feel, and it takes away the pain but come on does it really;

Your throwin’ your life away, over some devilish habit, that shit just ain’t cool, you’ve got more potential then that.

So homies pick up your game, become better then the rest, but keep it real;

Remember the number one rule, family before the streets. Gotta make sure your family eat.