I am living this life, not ever knowing what to do, or where to go;
I keep pushing, and pushing, and then I look down, I’ve just dug a deeper hole;
I stare into my cousins eyes, I stare into my brother eyes, and I just pray to god it ain’t this way for them;
But I am just going to take it little by little, day by day, and see where this life takes me.
Everyone seems that I am doing better but deep down, I just don’t know what to say;
I always trying my hardest day by day, but it never seems to get better, it’s like I am going backwards;
Somtime’s I wake up afraid to get out of bed because I don’t want to face this pain all over again;
It’s sad to say this pain is killing me inside, but I don’t know where to turn too.