It’s Sad To Say

I am living this life, not ever knowing what to do, or where to go;

I keep pushing, and pushing, and then I look down, I’ve just dug a deeper hole;

I stare into my cousins eyes, I stare into my brother eyes, and I just pray to god it ain’t this way for them;

But I am just going to take it little by little, day by day, and see where this life takes me.


Everyone seems that I am doing better but deep down, I just don’t know what to say;

I always trying my hardest day by day, but it never seems to get better, it’s like I am going backwards;

Somtime’s I wake up afraid to get out of bed because I don’t want to face this pain all over again;

It’s sad to say this pain is killing me inside, but I don’t know where to turn too.




2 thoughts on “It’s Sad To Say

  1. The Road Less Travelled by Kit McCallum

    How often we must bear the challenges of life;
    The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;
    The constant ups and downs of daily strife.
    And always the question remains …. why?

    Life is not an easy road for most;
    It twists and turns with many forks in the road,
    Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice …

    Do we turn to the right … or the left?
    Do we take the high road … or the low road?
    Do we take the easy path … or the difficult one?

    Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction …
    And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.

    While standing at a crossroads in life,
    The urge is to take the most comfortable path;
    The road with least resistance …
    The shortest or most traveled route.

    And yet, if we’ve been down that comfortable road before;
    Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;

    Do we yet again follow the known?
    Or does our destiny lie in another direction?

    The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too real;
    It manifests itself in many ways,
    And tends to cloud the issues that might otherwise be clear.

    It is in these times of confusion,
    That we must seek peace and solitude;

    Time to contemplate on our life,
    Our experiences and our choices past;
    Time to look back, and reflect on what we have learned
    Without fear or confusion.

    For only each of us knows our own personal thoughts;
    Our unique past and personal history;
    The experiences that brought us to the crossroads we now face.

    We can always learn a small degree from others experiences,
    And yet … no one person can walk in our shoes,
    Others know not, the trials and tribulations faced in private …

    For each is individual … unique … and personal.

    And that is why … while standing at a crossroads,
    Only “we” can formulate the decision for ourselves;
    The true direction that lies within;
    The choices we must deliberate on with clarity and wisdom.

    For it is only through personal reflection,
    That we can now choose our destiny;
    … Our next adventure;
    … And the future we will embrace.

  2. you are in a very sad and unimaginable situation, i hope soon enough you can find your calling in life and be happy.. 🙂

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