Why God?

I always wake up, and wonder, shit whats going to happen today;

Always stressin’ my mind, tryin’ to fear nothin’ but I am afraid of myself;

Wasn’t a time where I found myself not alone, I always sayin’ God what do I do wrong?

And he ain’t ever say nothin’ back, so is it a sign, or what;

Courage gets built up, then I watch it fall in front of my eyes, I say why God? Still he don’t say nothin’ back;

Like don’t he know I am in a struggle?